Grimealeido Scope

I’ve been making the selfish decision. I know I’ve done wrong, and I did nothing to change it. I can say it’s my fault every time, but it won’t change nothing. I pulled the last straw. I held on and I slip my grip. I lost someone I loved, and she isn’t even dead. I could say I deserved it. I could say it wasn’t made to be. I could say I wanted everything I didn’t need. We had wrongs on both sides, but no one’s perfect. It ain’t easy, but we made it hard. We let the spark burn too quickly in the beginning, but when it went out, we tried to resurrect it and failed. I want to be happy but it won’t come quick. I still love her and I will never stop. She made a big impact on my life and I won’t forget what she’s taught me. I regret saying I wasted 4 years of her life and I was mean of me to say and that probably hit you  right in the soul. I never wanted it to happen but it did. I’ll try my hardest to keep my chin up but my tears dry on my own.